Personal Talk

Ello. It's weird posting again since I just uploaded a post yesterday. Still I feel the need to get this out there and ask for some help.

Bye Bye (For Now)

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Hey Guys. Happy April I hope you're enyoing this sunny and warm spring day. 
For me today is a sad day because of two reasons. 
#1 today's the last day of my spring break which means I'll have to go to school again tomorrow and #2, which is the worse one, this is the last post that I'll publish on here until at least the 9th May.
Believe me I really don't want to take a break but it's necessary. You might know that I'll be graduating this year but before that I have to take 5 last final exams. 3 of these will be between the 29th April and 6th May, meaning I only have 26 days left for revision. For anyone who's interested these are my written exams, German, Maths and English.

So in order to concentrate completely on them I have to take a break from blogging. I hope I can return after the 9th May however if not expect to hear from me on the 10th June since I'll be getting my results then. 

I never thought this would be so hard but blogging really got a part of me. I hope you can understand and won't forget me while I'm away. 

Anyway I'll miss this a lot but I'll be so happy when I graduate high school with a good result so I guess I can take a couple of weeks without blogging.

See you in hopefully 35 days.

lot of love
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Happy Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's Day!! I hope you're having an amazing day. 

But now let's be honest Valentine's Day isn't any different to other days however to all my single friends out there here's what I'm doing on Valentine's Day for probably the last 3 years.

Quotes

How are you all on this lovely but rainy sunday? I hope you're all still sticking with your new years resolutions.

My life right now is really confusing. I'm turning 18 in two weeks which means I have to take care of so many more things myself. Today I want to show you how I feel right now and hope you might have some advice to give everything a bit of structure again. However I'm not gonna describe everything to you in my own words, I have collected some of my favourite quotes to represent how I feel and hope you'll get what I mean.

#PeaceForTheWorld

Looking at all the drama that happened lately I hope you are save where you are at the moment. 

Originally I wanted to do a different post today but it doesn't feel right looking at what's happening in the world lately.

During the weekend I was already concerned because of the terror attacks in Paris but didn't really let it freak me out meaning I would still happily go shopping in the city or go the Christmas markets but now it changed. 

Yesterday they stopped the match between Germany and the Netherlands in Hanover because of a terror waring also they evacuated the whole main train station there because the police found a bomb. Seeing this on the news makes me feel really anxious now. 

I mean I never thought this would happen in Germany or close to me even but I do not live far from Munich and I'll be in the city on Friday for a Hockey game and then again on Saturday because my family and I are going out for dinner. 

If I'm completely honest I really don't want to go. I know that you shouldn't be afraid or show it because that's like letting the terrorists win but I can't keep that to myself. 

I really am afraid and I usually never am when it comes to things like this. Like when they said there we're attacks planned for the Oktoberfest I still went not thinking much about the risks I just wanted to have fun but now I don't know what to think anymore. I don't want this to end in another World War. 

Why can't we just live together in peace with everyone respecting each others religions and believes. Is this too much to ask for? 

We all believe in the same god don't we (actually I'm atheist but that doesn't matter)? So why can't we accept the fact that there are different ways of living and religions I mean why is it that 

Christianity, Islam and Judaism can't get along with each other in so many countries? 

Also here in Germany groups like PEGIDA now try to spread fear in the public and tries to turn everyone against the refugees but have you ever thought about the fact that those escaping to our countries are fleeing from the terror as well. Those are not the ones spreading terror here and no people from ISIL are not coming here with the refugees. 

I just can't believe all this is happening. I want to live in a world without war and I want my children to have the same opportunities to be free and travel everywhere they want in like 20 years so something so I really hope all politicians in the European Union get together and stop this because there hasn't happened much as far as I know, and I've been following the news for a long time now. 

#PeaceForTheWorld

lots of love

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Opinion On Freelee The Banana Girl

Today's post is a little bit different. Yesterday I went on youtube watching Zoe's, Alfie's, Joe's and some other youtubers new videos. And you know how they sometimes recommend you videos to watch, well there was one from Freelee the banana girl. Some may know her some don't basically she is a vegan from Australia and claims so have lost all her extra weight and sustains her healthy lifestyle by eating 50 bananas a day and eats more or less raw. 

First of all eating this amount of bananas is in no way healthy (I asked the personal trainer of my dad) because of the amount of sugar in them. But coming back to the video. It's about Zoe aka Zoella (for those of you who don't know her) apparently being a hypocrite because she loves Nala but still eats meat.

'I've been there from the start'

Hey Guys

In the past few days and even before that I came across some really mean, stupid and unnecessary comments (not on here), in which I get called a fake fan and that I would not belong to the 5sos fam solely because 'I wasn't there from the start.' (I joined the fam in Summer 2014).

If you don't know who 5sos are, they are an Australian band called 5 Seconds of Summer who started off on youtube and where the support act of One Direction in 2013 and 2014 during their Take Me Home - and Where We Are - Tour.

Back to the comments. I am honestly sick of those so called fans, who call others fake only because of a difference in WHEN they joined the fam. It doesn't make sense to me, like why would you be mean to someone who loves and supports the same band as you do? 

Something I noticed

Hey Guys

This week I've been thinking about this blog and how I am really getting into this whole blogging thing and the way it makes me happy but then i thought about my posts and to be honest the 'new music friday' thingy didn't quite turn out how I've imagined/hoped it would.

That was when I noticed that, without knowing it tho, I wasn't really doing 'my own thing' with this weekly series stuff. I mean I love to read those but so many bloggers do it and I don't want to be one of many I want to be like I really am and not try to fit in.

Basically i decided to forget about this series stuff and just keep on writing about things that happen to me during the week or topics I want to address. Anyways, in my first post I said I want this blog to be about music. And it will still be but also with a personal side. 

So yeah I just wanted to get this off me and let ya all know this.

lots of love xx

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My world collapsed today

Hey Guys

I knew this day would come one day but not TODAY. 

An hour or so ago I went on twitter to check if anything happened and indeed something was going on. My whole timeline was spammed with people begging Zayn to stay in One Direction and how sad they were. 

At first I thought it was all just a sick joke or something but as soon as I had read Zayn's Statement on the band's official facebook page I knew this was real. From that moment it felt like my whole world collapsed. I don't know if any of you have ever been in such a situation but let me tell you it doesn't fell good to see your favourite band slowly breaking apart.